I should probably be apologizing, that the first post after such a long purgatory *smirk* has to be a rant. But if I just promise that this will be just once (in a while :p), will it be OK? ;-) Anyway, I just thought that in a positive way, it might be healthy to be honest about being shallow and physical once in a while.
I've been more or less watching movies the whole days of these  (supposedly) stormy days when I wrote this. Well, in between I was editing an article,  revising a paper, and (unsuccessfully) sketching.
Billy Elliot made in to my favorite movie list. Other than that,  there was my complaining, allegedly a superficial one, about how not  interesting to watch Meg Ryan these days. I am trying to convince myself  I am not that physical, but perhaps I must admit I actually am. Meg  Ryan is probably a different case though, I mean it's not purely physical.  Because I used to like her, a lot, circa Sleepless in Seattle, that  later led me to become a When Harry Met Sally worshiper. Then came that  awful affair and divorce, and that disastrous plastic surgery. Now  watching her in movies becomes annoying. The voice, a child-like that  apparently sounded cute before, just don't suit her anymore. And no  matter how hard I try not to be too judging about her misguided surgery,  it just disturbed me to watch her being pursued by a younger love  interest (Adam Brody, he's too cute) in In The Land of Women. The only  nice scenes in this movie were the ones where Olympia Dukakis was in,  the rest is pretty much insignificant.
The second complain, purely physical this time, is concerning Shia  Lebouf. How I could be led into watching him requires an own  explanation. I mean, transformer, hello, we must know what kind of movie  is that, right? It's something too obvious not to try, without even  trying. I am quite judgmental aren't I, when it comes to movies, or  books. Remember my rants on the likes of titanic and twilight series.  Anyway, it was Carey Mulligan that brought me to him. I was watching An  Education, and instantly attracted to her. Her resemblance to Katie  Holmes, but without that irksome 'sneer', wouldn't it be irresistible?! And in  that particular movie, her haircut reminded me of the much-loved  Ginnifer Goodwin's in the recent Something Borrowed. So, I did some  googling and ended up to this Shia. That they were dating. OK, then  apparently this guy has a more significant movie, the sequel of Wall  Street with Michael Douglas so be it, where he met Mulligan. So, I tried  watching and prepared to be smitten. So, it's got to be either his acting is  extraordinary or he possesses a chick-magnetic aura that he became this  hype, which I, with my mere mortal eyes, just failed to see. Well, his  appearance failed to glue my eyes on the screen, or even rather eluded my  appetite to continue watching, that in the end, I could not be conclusive  about his acting quality. Narrow-droopy shoulders, round-small face,  where is the charm? Am I too demanding? I mean this is the guy, who  perhaps, I don't know, everybody seems to think is hot. How he could  swoon 
Megan Fox slightly off her then nuptial track, the current transformer's  whoever girl, and this great talent and beauty of Carey Mulligan, is to me  perplexing. Oh well I suppose chemistry is the most inexplicable branch  of "science". My little comfort on such seemingly cruel resentment is  how he seems to be 
too well confident on the existence  of such charm, yet negligent in terms of its consequence, as implied by  his tactless confession on the Foxy affair.